Blurry Entityrandom thoughts. serious rants.I'm so shattered can't solve my own puzzleI was so close to my undying happinessuntil it happenedto make me forget my mournful yesterdayit was the thought that always kept me loving youbut you instead helped me drownto my most suicidal chaptermy life is a waste nowand still I don't know why I still kept clinging on yousometimes I can't find myself in the crowdmy identity shattered to the minute beingthe pallete I was holdingnow only contained shades of grayinpenetrable as I can bebut how can you see through me?discouraged by the sunlightso I cry.. to the dark skytill the moon